“The Lord has done great things for us, and we are filled with joy.” (Psalm 126:3)
Praise be to God forever.
With profound gratitude, I testify to the goodness, mercy, and power of God manifested in my life through ABBA’s Heart Ministry. I joined the ministry in 2022 after being introduced by my dear friend, Sister Rose. From that moment, a new spiritual journey began—one that would lead me through deep trials into profound healing and restoration.
For a long time, I had been searching for a spiritual director—someone to guide me in my walk with God. When I approached Brother Silas, he immediately connected me with Father Januarius. That encounter was not случай; it was divine providence. It marked the beginning of a transformative season in my life.
At that time, I was spiritually weak, emotionally overwhelmed, and burdened by intense inner struggles. I was constantly tormented by suicidal thoughts. My prayer life had become dry and difficult, and even in sacred moments such as Eucharistic adoration, instead of encountering peace, I was overwhelmed by darkness. A persistent inner voice urged me toward self-destruction. I felt trapped, unable to find rest or silence within my soul.
Through the consistent guidance and prayers of Father Januarius, God began a deep work of healing within me. We prayed persistently, and gradually, those oppressive thoughts began to lose their power. The heaviness that once consumed me started to lift. In its place, God planted a peace that I had long desired but could not attain on my own.
Yet, my suffering was not only internal. My external environment became a place of deep trial. Within my community, I experienced rejection, misunderstanding, and humiliation. I often felt isolated—unseen, unheard, and unloved. There were painful moments of exclusion, even in simple daily activities such as meals, where I was overlooked and left alone. I endured this silently, bringing my pain before God in tears.
In those darkest moments, God drew near to me. When I felt abandoned by others, He spoke gently within my heart. At times when I considered leaving everything behind, I sensed His voice urging me to remain, reminding me that I was not alone. In prayer before the Holy Cross, I came to understand that even Christ Himself experienced rejection. This revelation gave meaning to my suffering and strengthened me to persevere.
I remain deeply grateful to ABBA’s Heart Ministry, to Father Januarius, and to Brother Silas. Through them, I learned to discern the voice of Jesus more clearly and to trust Him even in confusion and pain.
In 2025, I traveled from Spain to Kenya for my home visit. Despite challenges—including my father’s illness—I felt led to begin with a spiritual retreat. Encouraged by my spiritual father, I attended a week-long retreat at the Vincentian Centre along Thika Road.
During this retreat, God revealed His power in a profound and extraordinary way. In a moment of deliverance and healing prayer, Fr. Augustine declared that someone afflicted in the body was being healed. Later, in my room, I witnessed something shocking—maggots began to come out of my body. My sister and I were deeply shaken. However, through continued prayer and the assistance of a nurse, the process was completed. In that moment, it became clear: God was cleansing and restoring me completely. What seemed impossible became a testimony of divine intervention.
Even after this powerful encounter, I still carried questions. Yet God was not finished with me. As instructed, I later met Brother Silas. During prayer, hidden aspects concerning my life and family were revealed with remarkable precision. It was undeniable—God sees, God knows, and God acts.
Soon after, significant changes unfolded. A family member who had been mentioned in prayer passed on. Within my community, situations began to shift, one sister left, and relationships that had been strained started to heal. By the grace of God, I found the strength to forgive those who had deeply wounded me.
Today, I stand in peace. What was once a place of pain has become a place of reconciliation. What was once a battlefield has become a testimony. My heart is no longer burdened but restored and free.
God has spoken on my behalf. He has defended me. He has healed me. Indeed, the Lord fights for His own.
I can say today ” He has bestowed on me a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.”
— Isaiah 61:3
To Him be all the glory.
Thank You, Jesus.
Together with your daughter, Lord, we can proclaim joyfully, “You have turned my mourning into dancing; you have taken off my sackcloth and clothed me with joy.”
— Psalm 30:11
Wooow that’s a nice testimony,my wish is to get a testimony like hers .My family and I have gone through alot .I kindly need your prayers . Rejection, stagnation, diseases have always been part and parcel in my family and it’s really draining me emotionally together with my family.I believe God has very good plans for us and will definitely deliver us from all that
“Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.” Act: 16:31
This has really touched me. It’s time to believe, trust and hope. I praise God for what He has done in your life, sister. Glory to God! It’s great to see how God is healing both our inner and outer selves.
Sometimes the cross may be heavy to carry, but the glory awaiting us at the end of that via crucis is greater and joyous than we can dream of.
Once healed, we are send to be witnesses. Your life, dear sister, is already a marvellous testimony. Thankyou. Glory to God.
Very powerful experience indeed.We need total surrender to Jesus Christ and all will be well.Matt.6:33-(The Key to bring healing to every situation).”First seek therefore The Kingdom of God and it’s righteousness and other things will be added.”May Jesus Christ anoint Brother Silas more than ever
Waaaaaauuuuuu God be praised Sr.
Your testimony is edifying. I too got maggots out of my body which were medically unexplainable. My husband and son too got them out. It’s been a mysterious experience but now with your sharing, I believe God delivered us without our knowledge.
The heaviness and maltreatment are the enemies strategy to choke us. But God is great. He delivers us from them all.
Glory to God for that powerful testimony Sister.
To God be the glory,I celebrate His divine love and goodness.
To Him be praise.Amen.
A great testimony that sets clearly that there is an All powerful God who seeks our readiness to totally surrender with filial trust to Father through Jesus who says- “Come to me all you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest; learn from Me for I am meek and humble of heart; take My yoke for it is easy and shall find rest” Dears lets learn to trust God even when it seems unbearable to us as men, He has all formulas to reorder our lives and grant us peace and tranquility. He has created us by and for Himself!
A great testimony that sets out clearly that ours is an All-powerful omni-present God who seeks our readiness to totally surrender with filial trust to Father through Jesus who says- “Come to me all you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest; learn from Me for I am meek and humble of heart; take My yoke for it is easy and shall find rest” Dears lets learn to trust God even when it seems unbearable to us as men, He has all formulas to reorder our lives and grant us peace and tranquility. He has created us by and for Himself!
All Glory to God. More of the Lord in your life Sr.
Alleluia
Allelluia
Wow! What a moving testimony! Indeed, we serve a loving and powerful God! May He praised and glorified forever♾️
Wow! What a moving testimony! Indeed, we serve a loving and powerful God! May He praised and glorified forever.
All glory to Jesus.
What He can do no man can do.
Nothing is impossible for Him.
Glory be to God